I think...PHP is not for me?

I've had thoughts, but I always pushed them down because I felt like I was *supposed to* like it, use it, breathe it, learn it, and put it on my resume because "OMG duh, who doesn't know PHP?" I've tried to use it a few times but I never got super far. It took reading a post on SitePoint today for me to realize that maybe it's not just me. Apparently PHP does have its very real problems since it has grown in inconsistent ways. I've also never been forced to use it in a professional setting. Nonetheless, I can't help but feel guilty for preferring C# & Java.